Year 8 is finally over. It has been a fun and relaxing year so thank you. Camp was boring, no offence. How interesting can it get when it's named SRC & Social Justice Camp with a little over 30 people together? At least we had a whole building (with air conditioning) to ourselves. We planned what will happen next year in school and I can tell you we will have some really interesting stuff happening soon!

Yours truly is in charge of publicity and organizing the Talent Show in Term 2. Exciting! Hopefully I will manage everything and be in balance. By the way my yearly report is nothing like I expected - in a bad way.

Moving on! First day of the 30 K-Pop Letter Day Challenge.

Day 1: Your favorite k-pop guy group
Big Bang - definitely. Although you guys are not actually the ones to get me into the whole K-Pop thing (DBSK did with their debut cutness) but your the ones that managed to keep me stay in it. I don't care what the haters say about you guys. How you guys don't have the looks and all. So what? At least you guys are not plastic not the majority of boy groups out there.

The fact all of you guys don't have the whole flower boy image makes me think you guys are way better looking. Imperfection is perfection.

What makes me like you guys the most is how the five of you always try to stay in a group despite solo activities. I love seeing you guys as a group the most but sure, each and one of you have solo things here and there but at the end of the day you guys are still Big Bang as a whole.

Big Bang's music is ear-gasm. Every single one of the tracks. Need I say more?

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, kpop, obsessions

Last day for the 30 Letter Day Challenge! I have decided I will follow up with a 30 Letter K-Pop Day Challenge! Don't get me wrong... I listen to other music as well except K-Pop takes up majority of my iPod. I can't help the fact I like addictive music that doesn't make any sense (exception for some... there are songs out there in the K-Pop world that has some beautiful lyrics) over ones about partying, drugs and sex. Take Ke$ha for example, I love her and her music but when I found out this ten year old was listening to the song TiK ToK with lyrics like just show me where your dick's at... well... yeah. Sometimes I wish Ke$ha came out before Taylor Swift, she can sing way better (search for her pre-debut singing), her voice is amazing. Please stop using so much auto-tune, it may be your style but it's such a waste.

In case your wondering what the next thirty day challenge is like, here's the list of posts I will be hopefully complete within thirty days this time instead of three months (ninety days). Reminder to self this is a letter post challenge, not a simple sentence answer.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, friends, life, personal

Why haven't I been updating? Yes I know, I'm sorry. I am completely aware of the fact that less and less people are visiting this blog now due to the lack of updates. Trust me though, I have my reasons (as always). Recently due to packed training, school and emotional stress my body kind of went off track and my eyes recently got photo phobia (no natural sunlight or anything bright at all. It is not scared of taking photos, I repeat.) due to overworking them. I would feel tired extremely easily and fall asleep during class every single day. This is what I get in return from stressing myself too much. I have learnt my lesson. Photo phobia was not fun at all and I am still not 100% recovered, but hey, I'm getting there.

In other news, Quiet Girl has finally opened up Etsy Store! To kick it off she has some ridiculously cute post cards. Click here to see one of my favourites. I can guarantee everyone will love the original designs. Sharing is caring.

Here I am at the second last 30 Day Letter Challenge. I first started it 2010-09-05 with Day 1 - Your Best Friend. The whole point of this is to complete it within 30 days but you can pretty much see I have failed to do so. Now up to Day 29 it is already 2010-12-08. Which basically means it has taken me over approximately three months to do something which should have been done two months ago. + I skipped 3 days that being Day 14, 15 and 16.

Last entry; Day 28 — Someone That Changed Your Life is still unfinished by the way. Honestly this topic deserves more attention, so I will come back to it once the time is right. I will make sure to inform you guys about it when I have - even if you don't care.

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Being completely honest here, there is not one single person I want to tell everything to. I like to keep things to myself, whether they're good or bad things. If I have to pick someone, it would have to be my mum.

Majority of the time I find my family enjoyable but like all the normal teens out there, there are times I struggle. Especially this year dealing with my one year old brother when I'm already fourteen. A huge age gap doesn't help much. I don't expect my mum to understand how difficult it is for me to communicate with my brother all the time and expect me to find time to play with my brother during exams. I've thought about it sharing all my thoughts on this issue with her and trust me, boy have I tried but in the end both of us just end up fighting and screaming at each other's heads off. In a way, you can say I am afraid because I am scared she might think I am selfish and wants all the time to myself. In another way, I know I'm not... I am in high school heading soon into Year 9, as the years goes on, it will be even harder for me to find time to build a strong relationship with my own brother.

How hard is it to handle HSC when you have a brother going to Kindergarten? Someone knows? Someone share it please.

Listening: Hot Times (시험하지 말기) - S.M. Ballad
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P.S: Some of you guys have sent me email about the music play list. If my memory serves me right, the two songs should be Outsider's Tears of a Pierrot 2 and Epik High. Yes, I am aware of the fact it stopped working and they have been here forever, I will make the effect to fix it and change the songs this weekend.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, family, personal, school

Admit it, I know your counting down to the day school ends, we all are. There's nothing wrong with it really. You know how you feel like you just want to stay home everyday when you find out there is only basically a week left of school? Yeah well that was me a few hours ago. That changed when I found out there was a letter from school when I got home today. I was like 'Oh no, here it comes, the letter about me being absent for too much.' (well honestly, not that much. I just get sick all the time.) Being the usual impatient person I am, I basically just ripped the letter open. The word that welcomed me first was Congraulations. 'OK, what is going on here?' was my immediate thought. I scanned through the letter and saw words like award, presentation, academic, important, attend.

So it seems like I will be getting a Campus Award for something. Either academic, sporting or community. Definitely either academic or community for me. For the majority of this year I didn't even try during sports or pe, I know, pretty much fail for someone who used to be a vice captain for their own house.

Either way, I'm excited :D Even though it seems like I won't be attending.

Day 28 — Someone That Changed Your Life.
This is such a serious question, I really don't want to answer it now.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, school

Sorry about the depressing entry, I needed a few weeks to clear my negative thoughts.Which I have finished doing. I'm back. Thank you to all those nice people on Twitter, flooding my replies with caring comments. To put it shortly, I'm feeling unwell lately due to being stressed and nervous all the time. My stomach just feels really painful sometimes and my body gets tired really easily. Hopefully time will solve this.

Everyone has been so supportive, extra credit to my awesome friends at school. Year 8 will now end in four weeks, I am super excited. Year 9 will definitely mark a new beginning for all of us. I smell great things ahead. This year was better than I expected (notice how I always say this?). At least I am still alive and typing this to my followers. Everyone said the second year of high school is nothing but going to class and doing nothing, yes, I can see why it was made that way now the third year is reaching closer. The school is already putting pressure on us and it's not even the end of the year yet.

At the moment I am working on retouching Jovone's #4 shoot. I can not judge the quality of it so I will wait you guys' comments yeah? :)

Day 25 — The Person You Know That is Going Through the Worst of Times

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, personal, school

Day 23 — The Last Person You Kissed
Easy question, finally! Just a few seconds ago I kissed Chris.
I love you =)

Moving on! I am in love with The Skin Food nail colour range especially the one I'm using right now. Nail Vita BL509 Apple Milk (Blue & Green Line). The colour is amazing! Too bad it looks like shit on me but oh well, it is amazing! End of story. It's got to be the best nail polish I've ever used. It goes on really easily and dries within seconds. The ending colour is exactly the same as it appears. Enough about nail colour now.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, cosmetics

Hello fellow followers! Sorry for not posting but I was really busy with retouch and some other stuff. How are you all? Still alive and walking? You never know but tomorrow you just might end up in a car accident and stay in hospital for weeks.

No but honestly, thank you for being so supportive. You guys still visit my blog even though I never updated. I'm really touched :D & a big hello to my dear followers!

School is boring now after all the yearly exams. I still have six more weeks of school and after that I Will start Year 9. Wow... already? It felt like I just started Year 7. + Recently there's a big mess in our school. Hopefully time will solve everything. Best of luck to everyone that got themselves involved.

Day 22 — Someone You Would Give a Second Chance To
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Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, life

Lucky me, I'll be going to Melbourne for a few days on Saturday for some special stuff. Which means I get to miss school. It's not that I don't like school but it's good to have a break even though I've only been back for a week. + Travelling to South Korea, Japan and China early next year for some other stuff, dates all confirmed and everything. Mega excited :)

With all the yearly exams thrown at us for the past week, I think I am coping quite well. Apart from Math as explained in this entry here. So far I am done with History (one more to go), Science and Technology. With only P.E and Japanese to go which is another pain in the behind just like Math. How are all my followers doing? Since the majority of you are from Australia, you guys are doing exams too yeah? Well good luck. As long as you don't flunk your grades then you'll be fine.

Day 21 — Someone You Judge By Their First Impression
Don't all human beings judge on first impression? We all know what they say, 'never judge a book by its cover' also applies to us - human beings. We know it's wrong, it's not right and it should not be done but we do it anyway. It is human nature, there really isn't much we can do abou it. As long as you later judge by personality.

Moving on. Sorry to all the people that's been judged by me based on first impression which for me is another way of saying judging by appearance. Hey, at least the first impression will only last for me for like about a few minutes. I judge someone by personality in the long term. Not lying here, dead serious. To all those people out there that do judge by first impression, grow up.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, real life

Re: 100626
I was bored and I decided to view the comments again since the website now has a new comment feature and everything. Now I can see how many thumbs down I got. Curiousity gets the best of us. Good news first though, since the last time I visited I had +45 thumb ups (could have been more since some people thumb me down which means you lose a point) but now I have +62 thumb ups! That's pretty impressive if you ask me. Comments on average recieved about +30 thumb ups or so. - 16 thumb downs though, you know what haters, stuff you :)


In other news, www.jovone.tk will be having another update this week! More information on this will be posted on Friday!

Day 20 — The One That Broke Your Heart the Hardest
Myself.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, internet

There really isn't a specific person I would like to be. Being yourself is hard already, being another person will be even harder. If I have to choose someone, it would definitely be Ji Di / 寂地. Girl is amazing. Her attitude towards life, her art work, her poems, her writing... everything is perfect! I first came across her photo book when I was in year 5, it's a present from my mum after her visit to China. I can still remember I just returned from a three day school camp and when I came back I saw a bed full of presents, I was eleven, needless to say, I was up in the sky. There was everything, all the cute little stuff but it was the photo book that caught my attention.

The cover was got my attention. The experience was just amazing. I forgot about everything and just started "reading" the photo book. It's titled My Way 3: Blue Cookies and it's kind of like a comic book (or as some of you guys call... manga) that's filled with short stories in it expressed in art form. They're not just stories but ones that aim to inspire.

Majority of my followers have English / Korean (even though I no longer blog in Korean) as their first language so I understand the links on this entry may be a bit of pain since they are all in Chinese. Sorry to those, just ignore this entry?

蓝色是天空的颜色，蓝色是大海的颜色，蓝色是我们生长的星球的颜色；蓝色深一些是给予天地安眠的黑夜，蓝色浅一些是万物生命的翠绿。“悲伤是饼干，安静 地发霉。过三天它会变成漂亮的绿色霉斑，不能吃下它，也可以拍张照片做纪念。”当蓝色和饼干组合在一起，又会发生怎样的化学变化？《我的路3》就是蓝色的 饼干，蓝色的童话，就是向不再相信浪漫、城堡、骑士和灰姑娘的所谓“成熟的大人”叙说一段成长的、爱情的、美丽的、忧伤的、浪漫的童话。

＜给我妹妹和那些早熟敏感的孩子＞

妹妹，我多么喜欢你。小时候大家都说我们姐妹长得好似双胞胎，尽管后来越长越有差异。你这么美，肌肤晶莹，眼瞳碧清，嘴唇娇红如玫瑰。可是我从来 不嫉妒你。我拿我的容貌去交换了另外一些东西，近视，熬夜，和粗糙。我多么喜欢你的脸，枕在一个枕头上睡觉的时候，我就忍不住羡慕，却也庆幸。我常常觉得 不可思议，竟然有一个人，和我有血缘关系。你说要做我婚礼伴娘，我坚决反对，没人会要一个“佳片预告”胜过“新片上映”。

我们短暂相处，长久惦记。在一起的时候，一起读一样的书，散一样的步，你固执去问我的前前男友，为什么要和我在一起。你替我打字，尽管错字很多。 没关系。你总是要我介绍好书给你，你问我，你该做什么，该去往哪里。你早熟敏感，爱读书，爱写字，热情也感性，容易感动，容易动心。这些都像我。你比我 美，比我年轻，这些使你更危险。你的才华没有及早发现，自己没意识到自己的力量。你的家庭比我更动荡，没人好好管教你。

亲爱的妹妹，我要告诉你的话，这些都来自我心。你必须找到除了爱情之外，能够使你用双脚坚强站在大地上的东西。你要找到谋生的方式。现在考虑不晚了。我从来不以为学历有什么重要，天才都不是科班，但，不是科班，连龙套都跑不了。

你必须把那些浮如飘絮的思绪，渐渐转化为清晰的思路和简单的文字。华丽和漂浮都不易长久。我认为好的写作是在三千汉字之内，简单才是美。你要知道，给予文字阅读快感不够的，内容，思想，境界，灵魂，精神和智慧，这些才重要。

不要多看那些和你一个路数的女作家的文字。不要琐碎，无病呻吟。不要想到什么就写。不要流于小感伤和小感动。去拿心接触悲痛，深刻，厚重。要舍得 自己。去看看那些名著，他们出名，被时间洗刷且留了下来，有他们的理由。去听听这个时代和过去的时代中，真正美而有力量的声音。必须转变，别在同样的东西 上面停留太久。

妹妹，我要你相信温暖，美好，信任，尊严，坚强这些老掉牙的字眼。我不要你颓废，空虚，迷茫，糟践自己，伤害别人。我不要你把自己处理得一团糟。 节制自己的感情。不是任何人都能要。体验生活，是另外一回事，并不意味着堕落和放纵。千万不要认同那些伪装的酷和另类。他们是无事可做的人找出来放任自己 无事可做的借口。真正的酷是在内心。你要有强大的内心。要有任凭时间流逝，不会磨折和屈服的信念。

不是因为在象牙塔中，才说出我爱世界这样的话。

是知道外面的黑，脏，丑陋之后，还要说出这样的话。

妹妹，好好去爱，去生活。青春如此短暂，不要叹老。你的青春还未正式开始。或许，我给了你一个坏榜样。好吧，从此刻起，我再也不叹息我心境老。还 没开始奔跑，怎么就好喊累？你现在所做的一切就是攒足劲，准备起跑。可以停下来休息片刻，但是别蹲下来张望。走了一条路的时候，记得别回头看。

时不时问问自己，自己在干吗。

伤心和委屈的时候，要嚎啕大哭。哭完洗完脸，拍拍自己的脸，挤出一个微笑给自己看。不要揉，否则第二天早上会眼睛肿。

给自己一个远大的前程和目标。记得常常仰望天空。记住仰望天空的时候也看看脚下。我是不是嘴巴碎唠并且励志得没创意？恩，我也这么想。但我还要说。

任何时候，任何人问你，有过多少次恋爱，答案是两次。一次是他爱我，我不爱他。一次是我爱他，他不爱我。好的爱情永远在下一次。

别给同一个男人两次伤害你的机会。别相信床上的誓言。别看重处女，但保持纯洁。不要为欲望羞耻，好好享受，但绝不忍受男人的侮辱和怠慢。相信我， 妹妹，男人多的是，比三条腿的青蛙多得多。别轻易说出“爱”。相信你的直觉。不要招惹别人的男人，除非你非常非常爱他，并且，他非常非常值得爱。不要招惹 寻找与前女友相似，和他母亲，姐姐相似女人的男人。不要招惹浪子，文艺青年和中年男子。别招惹太清纯的男人。别和没心没肺的人在一起。别把犯贱当真爱。一 个男人作践自己来取悦你的时候，千万不要因此感动。这个烟头烫在他身上，下一个就可能烫在你身上。看看一个男人的朋友们是什么样的，注意他的朋友们对待女 人的态度。还有，千万别相信一个不准备将你介绍给他的朋友圈子的男人。一个男人只肯喊你“宝贝”的时候，坚持要他喊你的名字。一个男人不再来找你的时候， 就不要再去找他。不要相信在恋爱上用手段的人。分手时不要口出恶言。吸取教训，但不要后悔。后悔没有用。

别干撕照片，烧信，撕日记这样一类三流爱情电视剧中才有人干的事。

相信爱情。相信好男人还存在，还未婚，还在茫茫人海中寻觅你。别说“男人没一个好东西”这样使别人误以为你阅人无数的话。

要保护自己，千万记住。对某些人来说，你不必珍惜，但对我们来说，你是珍贵的。请你知道，宝贝，伤心的时候，要回家，要给我打电话，要跟周围人说，不要闷在心里。要知道你不缺乏爱，有我们在。

照镜子的时候，一定要微笑，跟自己说，我很可爱。如果别人批评你不够性感，要厉声回答他：“总有人理解性感，和你不一样！”

答应我，永远不要去做那种午夜背着行李，从一个男朋友家，流落到另一个男朋友家的女人。

要运动，要健康，不懒惰，不吸烟。不要晚睡晚起。我跟你说的这些，我未必能做到，……恩，我也会努力的！最近，我就开始整理书桌，已经大有改观。

爱物质，适当地。永远知道精神更重要。比那些名表，名牌，时装，更加美丽的是你自己。

顺父母心意，但有自己的想法。不要盲从，任何事都问问自己到底怎么想。有想法要大声说出来。读哲学，科学，心理学，一些你以为枯燥的书。知道这世界的基本规则和常识。多听听好的音乐。看好的电影和画。爱心中的艺术，但不是艺术中的自己。

别瞧不起劳动人民。不要为劳动羞耻。土地不脏，汗味不难闻。请尊重那些似乎生活状况不如你的人，因为这样才是尊重自己。永远体恤那些生活在底层的人们，因为我们的亲人就是在这些人群中。我们不娇贵。

不要小看一分钱。不妨自己去挣挣看。

口袋里有钱的时候，别拒绝任何一个乞丐。我们不是施舍给乞丐，是施舍给比我们困难的人。那些伪装的乞丐，也在乞讨的时候，具备了乞丐的心情。给比拿快乐。

不管多么累，公车上要给老人和孕妇让座。不过不要像我，上次给一孕妇让座，然后跟她攀谈，因太专业，她疑惑问我：“阿你还生过啦？”

交好的朋友，像我喜欢晓微那样。被朋友伤害了的时候，别怀疑友情，但提防背叛你的人。原谅，但并不遗忘。

做人存几分天真童心，对朋友保持一些侠义之情。

要快乐，要开朗，要坚韧，要温暖。这和性格无关。

我担心你太低调，有时要强悍一点，被欺负的时候，一定要讨回来！但是不要记恨。小人之见，随他们去好了。怜悯，会使你高贵。

要原谅这世界和自己。要告诉自己，我值得拥有最好的一切。

最后记得你比我幸运的一点，你有这么好的姐姐劳累了一天，午夜硬挣着惺忪睡眼给你讲大道理，我就没有！如果你不幸福，你对得起谁！

我看了之后很感动。也记住了许多忠告的话。所以请大家都要善待自己，坚强并乐观的生活。安。

OK. Enough typing.
Time for me to start studying again.

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Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, blog

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

As you can probably tell I am going to skip Day 14, 15 and 16 and go straight onto Day 17. Why? Because the answer is going to be the same so there's not much point.

School is coming closer! I just found out I will be having a total of four yearly exams the first week I heard back to school. Need to study hard :)

Sure... just need to study 24/7... No worries. No stress.

Doing challenge tomorrow because today is eh.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge

Hello fellow followers :) Sorry about the lazy updates. Lately I am trying to juggle between studying and retouching. It might seem easy and all - two things but it's harder than I thought. Hopefully this will explain and let people understand on why I am being so lazy.

+ There really isn't much to blog about these days.

Day 13 — Someone You Wish to Forgive You
Someone... ...? I don't know, who actually doesn't like me and is mad at me? I wouldn't be surprised if I find out all my friends actually hate me and to be very honest, I don't give a shit if they do. I am a very honest and straight forward person - this is who I am. I do not think being honest about things is something bad, if anything I actually think it's a great thing.

"What you said might be right but you shouldn't be so honest. The truth can sometimes hurt." Oh, how many times do I get that sent right at me. Thing is, the truth makes you a stronger person. Yes, the truth can hurt majority of the time but it is through the tinniest hurtful things in life that makes us a stronger person on the inside that will last a life time. We learn from mistakes and we sometimes can not find the mistake unless it's through someone else.

Today you might have gotten hurt through an honest opinion and your angry at whoever said it. 10 years later you'll most likely to be thankful of that person. That aside, if I have to choose someone to forgive me it would be my grandparents and my auntie. Related to this post here.

Listening: Have A Smile - 아직도 결혼하고 싶은 여자
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Oh? What is this? Long time (to be exact... five days... ha ha... long for me) no update everyone! I thought the holidays will help me update better but it's actually worse. So last entry I hinted that Jovone will finally be up and running. Well... we're getting closer and closer to that date, so hopefully in three days Jovone.tk will say hello to everyone.

If you follow me on Twitter you would know the photo shoot for Jovone's first picture batch was completed today and is now in the process of getting retouched. Also hopefully in the coming two weeks our own private reality comedy show, SPE4K TV will be available to all our close friends :)

Here's a little sneak peek picture of what you should be expecting in a few days:

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Hate is a strong word and being completely honest, I do hate a few people. I have nothing to say to them, don't even talk about a letter.

Listening: 왜이래 ft. 낯선 - 2NISE
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Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, blog, internet, Jovone

Day 11 — A Deceased Someone You Wish to Talk To
There's actually quite a few but I want to keep them as private memories. One I don't mind sharing is my grandma. I can still clearly remember what she looks like even though she left when i was just four. Obviously I can not remember every single detail but she was always smiling and never got angry at me. According to my mum, I'm just another version of you, to me that means a lot.

During your last days you enjoyed everything to the fullest. You never told me that after another two or three days you would be gone forever. You acted like your old usual self. Everything seemed fine then suddenly I woke up one day and never saw you again. I didn't get to be your last good bye.

Our years together were short but you will always have the most special position in my heart.

♥
One more week of school! I can not believe that just another term to go and I will be in Year 9. Time sure does by fast, I especially think it was faster this year. Next year will definitely bring much more pressure but I'm looking forward to it.

During the two weeks holidays I will be doing a photo shoot with Yvonne. Being proper and all and the much delayed JOVONE website and SPE4K TV will be released! More news on that coming soon :)

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Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, school

Day 10 — Someone You Don't Talk To As Much But Would Like To
Grandparents and my auntie all the way at China. I am not the type of person that likes to show off good relationships with other people. Often I treat my closest friends like the same way I treat strangers. It's only when you've been around me for a fair amount of time you start to realise the difference. Therefore most of my close friends / relatives think I don't like them and we drift apart. Here's another problem, I don't like explaining things to other people, so when a close friend of mine and I drift apart, I won't do anything. By not doing anything, I end the friendship.

Most people think I'm cruel and emotionless, but can I ask you to get to know me before you judge? By get to know me I don't mean a few minute or hour talk, I mean being friends with me for more than three years. Basically what I am trying to point out here without going off topic is my grand parents and auntie think I don't care about them and so on. They're wrong obviously, they are few of the most important people in my life. My child hood memories is all about them. Some day I hope I can move back to China and stay with them for a very long time and make up for all the things I've done to them and all the years I've ignored them while I'm here in Australia.

By the way, my copy of 2NE1's To Anyone album is finally here! The cover is so cute! The official poster is love :D Maybe I'll share some photos next time yeah?

One more week of school, everyone hang in there.

Listening: Go Away - 2NE1
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Labels: 30 Letter Challenge

DAY 09 — SOMEONE YOU WISH YOU COULD MEET
(and ask anything and they'll be 100% honest with you? :D)

These two girls. Just so I can ask about their plastic surgery and stuff.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge

Day 08 — Your Favourite Internet Friend

Oh, this is the hardest question by far. If you asked me two years ago I will give you a huge list of answers... now? Not even one. Keep up with friends in real life is a hard task for me, don't even talk about internet best friends.

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I was bored so I did some random retouch.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge

Before we get started into the 30 Letter Day Challenge thing, just a quick announcement. My face book will be going on hiatus for a little while thanks to school and all the busy activities outside of school. So therefore during this time for all the people who wanted to add me before but couldn't, now it is your chance. I will probably be on hiatus for two - three weeks. Therefore during this time, starting right now - go ahead and add me. I will go through all the requests once I decides to get back onto Face book.

{ For Face book account click here }

Obviously I won't be as strict as before. If your face book doesn't look freaky, you have a proper amounts of friends and a proper (and by that I mean a face) display then I will most likely accept you. However I sometimes might just accept people and see if they're legit and if not I will remove you off my list. If you are real and wants to prove it then you know the usual. Send me your name, face book and (optional) blog URL to joanne@paincakes.tk. That way I will know your not a stalker or anything and I will definitely accept you.

Reason for all this is Face book is the only online social web site I use right now and although I am not the type of girls that take photos of myself a lot and upload them like crazy, there will be a fair amount of photos of both me and my friends. So I really want to keep it tidy and personal and close to a certain amount of friends.

School is killing me with assessments. I have two tomorrow and I am like... not so sure about them because the topics we were doing didn't really grab my attention so I listened during half of the lessons and the other half? Yeah... not so much. Wish me luck yeah?

DAY 07 — YOUR EX-BF/GF/LOVE/CRUSH

ROFLMAO you like, wasted like six months of my life.
I don't like you.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, announcement, internet, personal

DAY 06 — A STRANGER

That's you! My fellow stalkers a.k.a followers of this blog. Thanks to you guys I get so many unique followers from all over Australia. You guys give me creeps sometimes by adding me on Face book like crazy but that's OK.

I like you all.

In other news, I'm a black jack (yeah like everyone knows) and obviously I demand you to watch 2NE1's come back stage which is epic.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge

Year 8 is finally over. It has been a fun and relaxing year so thank you. Camp was boring, no offence. How interesting can it get when it's named SRC & Social Justice Camp with a little over 30 people together? At least we had a whole building (with air conditioning) to ourselves. We planned what will happen next year in school and I can tell you we will have some really interesting stuff happening soon!

Yours truly is in charge of publicity and organizing the Talent Show in Term 2. Exciting! Hopefully I will manage everything and be in balance. By the way my yearly report is nothing like I expected - in a bad way.

Moving on! First day of the 30 K-Pop Letter Day Challenge.

Day 1: Your favorite k-pop guy group
Big Bang - definitely. Although you guys are not actually the ones to get me into the whole K-Pop thing (DBSK did with their debut cutness) but your the ones that managed to keep me stay in it. I don't care what the haters say about you guys. How you guys don't have the looks and all. So what? At least you guys are not plastic not the majority of boy groups out there.

The fact all of you guys don't have the whole flower boy image makes me think you guys are way better looking. Imperfection is perfection.

What makes me like you guys the most is how the five of you always try to stay in a group despite solo activities. I love seeing you guys as a group the most but sure, each and one of you have solo things here and there but at the end of the day you guys are still Big Bang as a whole.

Big Bang's music is ear-gasm. Every single one of the tracks. Need I say more?

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, kpop, obsessions

Last day for the 30 Letter Day Challenge! I have decided I will follow up with a 30 Letter K-Pop Day Challenge! Don't get me wrong... I listen to other music as well except K-Pop takes up majority of my iPod. I can't help the fact I like addictive music that doesn't make any sense (exception for some... there are songs out there in the K-Pop world that has some beautiful lyrics) over ones about partying, drugs and sex. Take Ke$ha for example, I love her and her music but when I found out this ten year old was listening to the song TiK ToK with lyrics like just show me where your dick's at... well... yeah. Sometimes I wish Ke$ha came out before Taylor Swift, she can sing way better (search for her pre-debut singing), her voice is amazing. Please stop using so much auto-tune, it may be your style but it's such a waste.

In case your wondering what the next thirty day challenge is like, here's the list of posts I will be hopefully complete within thirty days this time instead of three months (ninety days). Reminder to self this is a letter post challenge, not a simple sentence answer.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, friends, life, personal

Why haven't I been updating? Yes I know, I'm sorry. I am completely aware of the fact that less and less people are visiting this blog now due to the lack of updates. Trust me though, I have my reasons (as always). Recently due to packed training, school and emotional stress my body kind of went off track and my eyes recently got photo phobia (no natural sunlight or anything bright at all. It is not scared of taking photos, I repeat.) due to overworking them. I would feel tired extremely easily and fall asleep during class every single day. This is what I get in return from stressing myself too much. I have learnt my lesson. Photo phobia was not fun at all and I am still not 100% recovered, but hey, I'm getting there.

In other news, Quiet Girl has finally opened up Etsy Store! To kick it off she has some ridiculously cute post cards. Click here to see one of my favourites. I can guarantee everyone will love the original designs. Sharing is caring.

Here I am at the second last 30 Day Letter Challenge. I first started it 2010-09-05 with Day 1 - Your Best Friend. The whole point of this is to complete it within 30 days but you can pretty much see I have failed to do so. Now up to Day 29 it is already 2010-12-08. Which basically means it has taken me over approximately three months to do something which should have been done two months ago. + I skipped 3 days that being Day 14, 15 and 16.

Last entry; Day 28 — Someone That Changed Your Life is still unfinished by the way. Honestly this topic deserves more attention, so I will come back to it once the time is right. I will make sure to inform you guys about it when I have - even if you don't care.

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Being completely honest here, there is not one single person I want to tell everything to. I like to keep things to myself, whether they're good or bad things. If I have to pick someone, it would have to be my mum.

Majority of the time I find my family enjoyable but like all the normal teens out there, there are times I struggle. Especially this year dealing with my one year old brother when I'm already fourteen. A huge age gap doesn't help much. I don't expect my mum to understand how difficult it is for me to communicate with my brother all the time and expect me to find time to play with my brother during exams. I've thought about it sharing all my thoughts on this issue with her and trust me, boy have I tried but in the end both of us just end up fighting and screaming at each other's heads off. In a way, you can say I am afraid because I am scared she might think I am selfish and wants all the time to myself. In another way, I know I'm not... I am in high school heading soon into Year 9, as the years goes on, it will be even harder for me to find time to build a strong relationship with my own brother.

How hard is it to handle HSC when you have a brother going to Kindergarten? Someone knows? Someone share it please.

Listening: Hot Times (시험하지 말기) - S.M. Ballad
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P.S: Some of you guys have sent me email about the music play list. If my memory serves me right, the two songs should be Outsider's Tears of a Pierrot 2 and Epik High. Yes, I am aware of the fact it stopped working and they have been here forever, I will make the effect to fix it and change the songs this weekend.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, family, personal, school

Admit it, I know your counting down to the day school ends, we all are. There's nothing wrong with it really. You know how you feel like you just want to stay home everyday when you find out there is only basically a week left of school? Yeah well that was me a few hours ago. That changed when I found out there was a letter from school when I got home today. I was like 'Oh no, here it comes, the letter about me being absent for too much.' (well honestly, not that much. I just get sick all the time.) Being the usual impatient person I am, I basically just ripped the letter open. The word that welcomed me first was Congraulations. 'OK, what is going on here?' was my immediate thought. I scanned through the letter and saw words like award, presentation, academic, important, attend.

So it seems like I will be getting a Campus Award for something. Either academic, sporting or community. Definitely either academic or community for me. For the majority of this year I didn't even try during sports or pe, I know, pretty much fail for someone who used to be a vice captain for their own house.

Either way, I'm excited :D Even though it seems like I won't be attending.

Day 28 — Someone That Changed Your Life.
This is such a serious question, I really don't want to answer it now.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, school

Sorry about the depressing entry, I needed a few weeks to clear my negative thoughts.Which I have finished doing. I'm back. Thank you to all those nice people on Twitter, flooding my replies with caring comments. To put it shortly, I'm feeling unwell lately due to being stressed and nervous all the time. My stomach just feels really painful sometimes and my body gets tired really easily. Hopefully time will solve this.

Everyone has been so supportive, extra credit to my awesome friends at school. Year 8 will now end in four weeks, I am super excited. Year 9 will definitely mark a new beginning for all of us. I smell great things ahead. This year was better than I expected (notice how I always say this?). At least I am still alive and typing this to my followers. Everyone said the second year of high school is nothing but going to class and doing nothing, yes, I can see why it was made that way now the third year is reaching closer. The school is already putting pressure on us and it's not even the end of the year yet.

At the moment I am working on retouching Jovone's #4 shoot. I can not judge the quality of it so I will wait you guys' comments yeah? :)

Day 25 — The Person You Know That is Going Through the Worst of Times

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, personal, school

Day 23 — The Last Person You Kissed
Easy question, finally! Just a few seconds ago I kissed Chris.
I love you =)

Moving on! I am in love with The Skin Food nail colour range especially the one I'm using right now. Nail Vita BL509 Apple Milk (Blue & Green Line). The colour is amazing! Too bad it looks like shit on me but oh well, it is amazing! End of story. It's got to be the best nail polish I've ever used. It goes on really easily and dries within seconds. The ending colour is exactly the same as it appears. Enough about nail colour now.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, cosmetics

Hello fellow followers! Sorry for not posting but I was really busy with retouch and some other stuff. How are you all? Still alive and walking? You never know but tomorrow you just might end up in a car accident and stay in hospital for weeks.

No but honestly, thank you for being so supportive. You guys still visit my blog even though I never updated. I'm really touched :D & a big hello to my dear followers!

School is boring now after all the yearly exams. I still have six more weeks of school and after that I Will start Year 9. Wow... already? It felt like I just started Year 7. + Recently there's a big mess in our school. Hopefully time will solve everything. Best of luck to everyone that got themselves involved.

Day 22 — Someone You Would Give a Second Chance To
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Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, life

Lucky me, I'll be going to Melbourne for a few days on Saturday for some special stuff. Which means I get to miss school. It's not that I don't like school but it's good to have a break even though I've only been back for a week. + Travelling to South Korea, Japan and China early next year for some other stuff, dates all confirmed and everything. Mega excited :)

With all the yearly exams thrown at us for the past week, I think I am coping quite well. Apart from Math as explained in this entry here. So far I am done with History (one more to go), Science and Technology. With only P.E and Japanese to go which is another pain in the behind just like Math. How are all my followers doing? Since the majority of you are from Australia, you guys are doing exams too yeah? Well good luck. As long as you don't flunk your grades then you'll be fine.

Day 21 — Someone You Judge By Their First Impression
Don't all human beings judge on first impression? We all know what they say, 'never judge a book by its cover' also applies to us - human beings. We know it's wrong, it's not right and it should not be done but we do it anyway. It is human nature, there really isn't much we can do abou it. As long as you later judge by personality.

Moving on. Sorry to all the people that's been judged by me based on first impression which for me is another way of saying judging by appearance. Hey, at least the first impression will only last for me for like about a few minutes. I judge someone by personality in the long term. Not lying here, dead serious. To all those people out there that do judge by first impression, grow up.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, real life

Re: 100626
I was bored and I decided to view the comments again since the website now has a new comment feature and everything. Now I can see how many thumbs down I got. Curiousity gets the best of us. Good news first though, since the last time I visited I had +45 thumb ups (could have been more since some people thumb me down which means you lose a point) but now I have +62 thumb ups! That's pretty impressive if you ask me. Comments on average recieved about +30 thumb ups or so. - 16 thumb downs though, you know what haters, stuff you :)


In other news, www.jovone.tk will be having another update this week! More information on this will be posted on Friday!

Day 20 — The One That Broke Your Heart the Hardest
Myself.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, internet

There really isn't a specific person I would like to be. Being yourself is hard already, being another person will be even harder. If I have to choose someone, it would definitely be Ji Di / 寂地. Girl is amazing. Her attitude towards life, her art work, her poems, her writing... everything is perfect! I first came across her photo book when I was in year 5, it's a present from my mum after her visit to China. I can still remember I just returned from a three day school camp and when I came back I saw a bed full of presents, I was eleven, needless to say, I was up in the sky. There was everything, all the cute little stuff but it was the photo book that caught my attention.

The cover was got my attention. The experience was just amazing. I forgot about everything and just started "reading" the photo book. It's titled My Way 3: Blue Cookies and it's kind of like a comic book (or as some of you guys call... manga) that's filled with short stories in it expressed in art form. They're not just stories but ones that aim to inspire.

Majority of my followers have English / Korean (even though I no longer blog in Korean) as their first language so I understand the links on this entry may be a bit of pain since they are all in Chinese. Sorry to those, just ignore this entry?

蓝色是天空的颜色，蓝色是大海的颜色，蓝色是我们生长的星球的颜色；蓝色深一些是给予天地安眠的黑夜，蓝色浅一些是万物生命的翠绿。“悲伤是饼干，安静 地发霉。过三天它会变成漂亮的绿色霉斑，不能吃下它，也可以拍张照片做纪念。”当蓝色和饼干组合在一起，又会发生怎样的化学变化？《我的路3》就是蓝色的 饼干，蓝色的童话，就是向不再相信浪漫、城堡、骑士和灰姑娘的所谓“成熟的大人”叙说一段成长的、爱情的、美丽的、忧伤的、浪漫的童话。

＜给我妹妹和那些早熟敏感的孩子＞

妹妹，我多么喜欢你。小时候大家都说我们姐妹长得好似双胞胎，尽管后来越长越有差异。你这么美，肌肤晶莹，眼瞳碧清，嘴唇娇红如玫瑰。可是我从来 不嫉妒你。我拿我的容貌去交换了另外一些东西，近视，熬夜，和粗糙。我多么喜欢你的脸，枕在一个枕头上睡觉的时候，我就忍不住羡慕，却也庆幸。我常常觉得 不可思议，竟然有一个人，和我有血缘关系。你说要做我婚礼伴娘，我坚决反对，没人会要一个“佳片预告”胜过“新片上映”。

我们短暂相处，长久惦记。在一起的时候，一起读一样的书，散一样的步，你固执去问我的前前男友，为什么要和我在一起。你替我打字，尽管错字很多。 没关系。你总是要我介绍好书给你，你问我，你该做什么，该去往哪里。你早熟敏感，爱读书，爱写字，热情也感性，容易感动，容易动心。这些都像我。你比我 美，比我年轻，这些使你更危险。你的才华没有及早发现，自己没意识到自己的力量。你的家庭比我更动荡，没人好好管教你。

亲爱的妹妹，我要告诉你的话，这些都来自我心。你必须找到除了爱情之外，能够使你用双脚坚强站在大地上的东西。你要找到谋生的方式。现在考虑不晚了。我从来不以为学历有什么重要，天才都不是科班，但，不是科班，连龙套都跑不了。

你必须把那些浮如飘絮的思绪，渐渐转化为清晰的思路和简单的文字。华丽和漂浮都不易长久。我认为好的写作是在三千汉字之内，简单才是美。你要知道，给予文字阅读快感不够的，内容，思想，境界，灵魂，精神和智慧，这些才重要。

不要多看那些和你一个路数的女作家的文字。不要琐碎，无病呻吟。不要想到什么就写。不要流于小感伤和小感动。去拿心接触悲痛，深刻，厚重。要舍得 自己。去看看那些名著，他们出名，被时间洗刷且留了下来，有他们的理由。去听听这个时代和过去的时代中，真正美而有力量的声音。必须转变，别在同样的东西 上面停留太久。

妹妹，我要你相信温暖，美好，信任，尊严，坚强这些老掉牙的字眼。我不要你颓废，空虚，迷茫，糟践自己，伤害别人。我不要你把自己处理得一团糟。 节制自己的感情。不是任何人都能要。体验生活，是另外一回事，并不意味着堕落和放纵。千万不要认同那些伪装的酷和另类。他们是无事可做的人找出来放任自己 无事可做的借口。真正的酷是在内心。你要有强大的内心。要有任凭时间流逝，不会磨折和屈服的信念。

不是因为在象牙塔中，才说出我爱世界这样的话。

是知道外面的黑，脏，丑陋之后，还要说出这样的话。

妹妹，好好去爱，去生活。青春如此短暂，不要叹老。你的青春还未正式开始。或许，我给了你一个坏榜样。好吧，从此刻起，我再也不叹息我心境老。还 没开始奔跑，怎么就好喊累？你现在所做的一切就是攒足劲，准备起跑。可以停下来休息片刻，但是别蹲下来张望。走了一条路的时候，记得别回头看。

时不时问问自己，自己在干吗。

伤心和委屈的时候，要嚎啕大哭。哭完洗完脸，拍拍自己的脸，挤出一个微笑给自己看。不要揉，否则第二天早上会眼睛肿。

给自己一个远大的前程和目标。记得常常仰望天空。记住仰望天空的时候也看看脚下。我是不是嘴巴碎唠并且励志得没创意？恩，我也这么想。但我还要说。

任何时候，任何人问你，有过多少次恋爱，答案是两次。一次是他爱我，我不爱他。一次是我爱他，他不爱我。好的爱情永远在下一次。

别给同一个男人两次伤害你的机会。别相信床上的誓言。别看重处女，但保持纯洁。不要为欲望羞耻，好好享受，但绝不忍受男人的侮辱和怠慢。相信我， 妹妹，男人多的是，比三条腿的青蛙多得多。别轻易说出“爱”。相信你的直觉。不要招惹别人的男人，除非你非常非常爱他，并且，他非常非常值得爱。不要招惹 寻找与前女友相似，和他母亲，姐姐相似女人的男人。不要招惹浪子，文艺青年和中年男子。别招惹太清纯的男人。别和没心没肺的人在一起。别把犯贱当真爱。一 个男人作践自己来取悦你的时候，千万不要因此感动。这个烟头烫在他身上，下一个就可能烫在你身上。看看一个男人的朋友们是什么样的，注意他的朋友们对待女 人的态度。还有，千万别相信一个不准备将你介绍给他的朋友圈子的男人。一个男人只肯喊你“宝贝”的时候，坚持要他喊你的名字。一个男人不再来找你的时候， 就不要再去找他。不要相信在恋爱上用手段的人。分手时不要口出恶言。吸取教训，但不要后悔。后悔没有用。

别干撕照片，烧信，撕日记这样一类三流爱情电视剧中才有人干的事。

相信爱情。相信好男人还存在，还未婚，还在茫茫人海中寻觅你。别说“男人没一个好东西”这样使别人误以为你阅人无数的话。

要保护自己，千万记住。对某些人来说，你不必珍惜，但对我们来说，你是珍贵的。请你知道，宝贝，伤心的时候，要回家，要给我打电话，要跟周围人说，不要闷在心里。要知道你不缺乏爱，有我们在。

照镜子的时候，一定要微笑，跟自己说，我很可爱。如果别人批评你不够性感，要厉声回答他：“总有人理解性感，和你不一样！”

答应我，永远不要去做那种午夜背着行李，从一个男朋友家，流落到另一个男朋友家的女人。

要运动，要健康，不懒惰，不吸烟。不要晚睡晚起。我跟你说的这些，我未必能做到，……恩，我也会努力的！最近，我就开始整理书桌，已经大有改观。

爱物质，适当地。永远知道精神更重要。比那些名表，名牌，时装，更加美丽的是你自己。

顺父母心意，但有自己的想法。不要盲从，任何事都问问自己到底怎么想。有想法要大声说出来。读哲学，科学，心理学，一些你以为枯燥的书。知道这世界的基本规则和常识。多听听好的音乐。看好的电影和画。爱心中的艺术，但不是艺术中的自己。

别瞧不起劳动人民。不要为劳动羞耻。土地不脏，汗味不难闻。请尊重那些似乎生活状况不如你的人，因为这样才是尊重自己。永远体恤那些生活在底层的人们，因为我们的亲人就是在这些人群中。我们不娇贵。

不要小看一分钱。不妨自己去挣挣看。

口袋里有钱的时候，别拒绝任何一个乞丐。我们不是施舍给乞丐，是施舍给比我们困难的人。那些伪装的乞丐，也在乞讨的时候，具备了乞丐的心情。给比拿快乐。

不管多么累，公车上要给老人和孕妇让座。不过不要像我，上次给一孕妇让座，然后跟她攀谈，因太专业，她疑惑问我：“阿你还生过啦？”

交好的朋友，像我喜欢晓微那样。被朋友伤害了的时候，别怀疑友情，但提防背叛你的人。原谅，但并不遗忘。

做人存几分天真童心，对朋友保持一些侠义之情。

要快乐，要开朗，要坚韧，要温暖。这和性格无关。

我担心你太低调，有时要强悍一点，被欺负的时候，一定要讨回来！但是不要记恨。小人之见，随他们去好了。怜悯，会使你高贵。

要原谅这世界和自己。要告诉自己，我值得拥有最好的一切。

最后记得你比我幸运的一点，你有这么好的姐姐劳累了一天，午夜硬挣着惺忪睡眼给你讲大道理，我就没有！如果你不幸福，你对得起谁！

我看了之后很感动。也记住了许多忠告的话。所以请大家都要善待自己，坚强并乐观的生活。安。

OK. Enough typing.
Time for me to start studying again.

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Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

As you can probably tell I am going to skip Day 14, 15 and 16 and go straight onto Day 17. Why? Because the answer is going to be the same so there's not much point.

School is coming closer! I just found out I will be having a total of four yearly exams the first week I heard back to school. Need to study hard :)

Sure... just need to study 24/7... No worries. No stress.

Doing challenge tomorrow because today is eh.

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Hello fellow followers :) Sorry about the lazy updates. Lately I am trying to juggle between studying and retouching. It might seem easy and all - two things but it's harder than I thought. Hopefully this will explain and let people understand on why I am being so lazy.

+ There really isn't much to blog about these days.

Day 13 — Someone You Wish to Forgive You
Someone... ...? I don't know, who actually doesn't like me and is mad at me? I wouldn't be surprised if I find out all my friends actually hate me and to be very honest, I don't give a shit if they do. I am a very honest and straight forward person - this is who I am. I do not think being honest about things is something bad, if anything I actually think it's a great thing.

"What you said might be right but you shouldn't be so honest. The truth can sometimes hurt." Oh, how many times do I get that sent right at me. Thing is, the truth makes you a stronger person. Yes, the truth can hurt majority of the time but it is through the tinniest hurtful things in life that makes us a stronger person on the inside that will last a life time. We learn from mistakes and we sometimes can not find the mistake unless it's through someone else.

Today you might have gotten hurt through an honest opinion and your angry at whoever said it. 10 years later you'll most likely to be thankful of that person. That aside, if I have to choose someone to forgive me it would be my grandparents and my auntie. Related to this post here.

Listening: Have A Smile - 아직도 결혼하고 싶은 여자
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Oh? What is this? Long time (to be exact... five days... ha ha... long for me) no update everyone! I thought the holidays will help me update better but it's actually worse. So last entry I hinted that Jovone will finally be up and running. Well... we're getting closer and closer to that date, so hopefully in three days Jovone.tk will say hello to everyone.

If you follow me on Twitter you would know the photo shoot for Jovone's first picture batch was completed today and is now in the process of getting retouched. Also hopefully in the coming two weeks our own private reality comedy show, SPE4K TV will be available to all our close friends :)

Here's a little sneak peek picture of what you should be expecting in a few days:

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Hate is a strong word and being completely honest, I do hate a few people. I have nothing to say to them, don't even talk about a letter.

Listening: 왜이래 ft. 낯선 - 2NISE
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Day 11 — A Deceased Someone You Wish to Talk To
There's actually quite a few but I want to keep them as private memories. One I don't mind sharing is my grandma. I can still clearly remember what she looks like even though she left when i was just four. Obviously I can not remember every single detail but she was always smiling and never got angry at me. According to my mum, I'm just another version of you, to me that means a lot.

During your last days you enjoyed everything to the fullest. You never told me that after another two or three days you would be gone forever. You acted like your old usual self. Everything seemed fine then suddenly I woke up one day and never saw you again. I didn't get to be your last good bye.

Our years together were short but you will always have the most special position in my heart.

♥
One more week of school! I can not believe that just another term to go and I will be in Year 9. Time sure does by fast, I especially think it was faster this year. Next year will definitely bring much more pressure but I'm looking forward to it.

During the two weeks holidays I will be doing a photo shoot with Yvonne. Being proper and all and the much delayed JOVONE website and SPE4K TV will be released! More news on that coming soon :)

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Day 10 — Someone You Don't Talk To As Much But Would Like To
Grandparents and my auntie all the way at China. I am not the type of person that likes to show off good relationships with other people. Often I treat my closest friends like the same way I treat strangers. It's only when you've been around me for a fair amount of time you start to realise the difference. Therefore most of my close friends / relatives think I don't like them and we drift apart. Here's another problem, I don't like explaining things to other people, so when a close friend of mine and I drift apart, I won't do anything. By not doing anything, I end the friendship.

Most people think I'm cruel and emotionless, but can I ask you to get to know me before you judge? By get to know me I don't mean a few minute or hour talk, I mean being friends with me for more than three years. Basically what I am trying to point out here without going off topic is my grand parents and auntie think I don't care about them and so on. They're wrong obviously, they are few of the most important people in my life. My child hood memories is all about them. Some day I hope I can move back to China and stay with them for a very long time and make up for all the things I've done to them and all the years I've ignored them while I'm here in Australia.

By the way, my copy of 2NE1's To Anyone album is finally here! The cover is so cute! The official poster is love :D Maybe I'll share some photos next time yeah?

One more week of school, everyone hang in there.

Listening: Go Away - 2NE1
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DAY 09 — SOMEONE YOU WISH YOU COULD MEET
(and ask anything and they'll be 100% honest with you? :D)

These two girls. Just so I can ask about their plastic surgery and stuff.

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Day 08 — Your Favourite Internet Friend

Oh, this is the hardest question by far. If you asked me two years ago I will give you a huge list of answers... now? Not even one. Keep up with friends in real life is a hard task for me, don't even talk about internet best friends.

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I was bored so I did some random retouch.

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Before we get started into the 30 Letter Day Challenge thing, just a quick announcement. My face book will be going on hiatus for a little while thanks to school and all the busy activities outside of school. So therefore during this time for all the people who wanted to add me before but couldn't, now it is your chance. I will probably be on hiatus for two - three weeks. Therefore during this time, starting right now - go ahead and add me. I will go through all the requests once I decides to get back onto Face book.

{ For Face book account click here }

Obviously I won't be as strict as before. If your face book doesn't look freaky, you have a proper amounts of friends and a proper (and by that I mean a face) display then I will most likely accept you. However I sometimes might just accept people and see if they're legit and if not I will remove you off my list. If you are real and wants to prove it then you know the usual. Send me your name, face book and (optional) blog URL to joanne@paincakes.tk. That way I will know your not a stalker or anything and I will definitely accept you.

Reason for all this is Face book is the only online social web site I use right now and although I am not the type of girls that take photos of myself a lot and upload them like crazy, there will be a fair amount of photos of both me and my friends. So I really want to keep it tidy and personal and close to a certain amount of friends.

School is killing me with assessments. I have two tomorrow and I am like... not so sure about them because the topics we were doing didn't really grab my attention so I listened during half of the lessons and the other half? Yeah... not so much. Wish me luck yeah?

DAY 07 — YOUR EX-BF/GF/LOVE/CRUSH

ROFLMAO you like, wasted like six months of my life.
I don't like you.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, announcement, internet, personal

DAY 06 — A STRANGER

That's you! My fellow stalkers a.k.a followers of this blog. Thanks to you guys I get so many unique followers from all over Australia. You guys give me creeps sometimes by adding me on Face book like crazy but that's OK.

I like you all.

In other news, I'm a black jack (yeah like everyone knows) and obviously I demand you to watch 2NE1's come back stage which is epic.

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My name is Joanne and I'm currently a nineteen year old business and law student studying in Sydney, Australia. I started this blog seven years ago and a lot has changed since then but some things will always remain the same - I still enjoy rainbow lollipops, playing Sims and L4D. Even today, you will continue to most likely to find me playing drums for my neighbours at night. There will always be something special about Takanori Matsumoto, through all the good and bad times, his voice is always the best thing to hear. Before you ask me something please check the F.A.Q. Master List.

걸스홀릭 Forever ~ < 3
Proud former AL Elite Admin


UPDATED (28/8/13):
+ These ■ happy family ■ happy brother