"If people are talking behind your back, that's wonderful. It means you don't have to listen to them. Think about what matters to you and why." Now a days if I find out someone has been saying things about me behind my back, I just think what's new? and move on. If there's one thing I learnt staying at an all girls high school, it would be stop taking everyone so seriously and most people's opinions don't really matter. You need to learn to be able to tell the difference between jealousy, hatred and someone who cares about you and tells you the truth.

Listening: Fox Rain - Lee Sun Hee

Reading:

Addicted:

Labels: friends, school

What a joke. Saying no one is perfect will not excuse you from any of the mistakes you've made. You think it is alright to turn to a friend when you're in trouble and once they need help you just walk off? I'm in no position to judge, since I do not know the whole story but I can't help but state my own point of view.

Things happen, it's life,we just have to accept it. Thing is you need to know better. Be grateful of the people that stayed by your side no matter what. Chances are if you betray them you won't get another re-run. Who are your true friends? Ask yourself. It's pretty obvious now.

Listening:
Reading:
Addicted:

Labels: friends

So recently I got told by others that my blog inspires them which makes me feel really shameful since I hardly ever update this place anymore (at least compared to before). Yes, I admit the fact that I am lazy and it makes up mostly for why I no longer bother to post new entries but the thing that worries the most is how people I know in real life are reading this. Not that I mind, but they're not just reading this, they're people that reads a few entries of mine and starts judging me as this 'person' and in most cases, they're completely wrong.

Labels: friends, personal

entry deleted.

Labels: friends, personal, real life

Last day for the 30 Letter Day Challenge! I have decided I will follow up with a 30 Letter K-Pop Day Challenge! Don't get me wrong... I listen to other music as well except K-Pop takes up majority of my iPod. I can't help the fact I like addictive music that doesn't make any sense (exception for some... there are songs out there in the K-Pop world that has some beautiful lyrics) over ones about partying, drugs and sex. Take Ke$ha for example, I love her and her music but when I found out this ten year old was listening to the song TiK ToK with lyrics like just show me where your dick's at... well... yeah. Sometimes I wish Ke$ha came out before Taylor Swift, she can sing way better (search for her pre-debut singing), her voice is amazing. Please stop using so much auto-tune, it may be your style but it's such a waste.

In case your wondering what the next thirty day challenge is like, here's the list of posts I will be hopefully complete within thirty days this time instead of three months (ninety days). Reminder to self this is a letter post challenge, not a simple sentence answer.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, friends, life, personal

Hyeong I love you! Thank you so much for Angelababy's photobook! It's amazing!! Thank you!

Labels: friends

For some reasons my internet decided to stop working. Maybe it doesn't like the idea of me hanging on Facebook when I'm trying to study. Thank you computer, you know me the best. So during the internet holiday I decided to check out my chat logs just because I wanted to see how much people has changed since primary. In return the result was surprising. First I looked at the chat log with my close friend from 2008 - 2010. We still talk to each other and all but not as much. When we first met we would talk to each other for like hours a day then slowly it went hours a week, hours a month to a few minutes a month. I thought this was happening because we went to different high school and how he's ready to leave me behind and start a new life with new friends. That's why he was slowly changing, he was acting so cold all the time. Like he was talking to me only because he felt sorry for me.

As usual I was wrong. According to record he always started the conversations and I would reply - just like that. This continued for a year. Then I had a new school, I was busy, angry, confused... everything I didn't like all came up to me at once. He would start the conversation like every other day, I would reply with a Hi and start chatting about how our day went, what happened or just a general conversation. Thing is I started shortening my replies... "LOL", "Ahh OK," or "That's nice..." was all I ever said in return. This surprised me greatly as I never noticed this pattern myself. Up until now I still have no idea what was happening to me and to be honest, I don't want to know, I don't want to figure it out. The truth is the unknown and the unknown is scary. This was on repeat according to the chat logs from mid 2009 to late early 2010. Finally he gave up. He stopped the conversations, I stopped the replies. The rest was history.

That got me thinking. I always thought the problem belonged to other people but really, was I the problem instead? Was I the one that was creating trouble and drama for others without even realising it myself when it was plain obvious to the outsiders. Up until now I have never admitted this but truth is I don't really know myself... it's kind of scary actually. Is this just me?

Listening: Lexy - GIRLS
Reading:
Addicted:

Labels: friends

Just to let you guys I am trying to update everyday but it's only thirteen more days (excluding weekends) and I'm off to Singapore followed by Japan and China. That's why I need to keep myself busy from packing and basically just organizing and cleaning my thoughts really. Some friendship breakage is appearing lately and I honestly don't have time for these type of things right now. Without knowing the whole story, my friends just accuse me of making up excuses for being too busy to maintain the friendship we used to have. It hurts to hear something like that from a friend especially when I know it's not true.

This whole planning-going-away-for-the-future thing is very private. I do not like spreading it out just so people will be nicer to me and feel sorry for me because of what ever reason there is that I just don't seem to get. Four years ago I did left China without saying anything except to my two best friends, Joanne and Joanna. It was just like another normal school day and after school I just left and never returned. I really don't see the point of making it all so sad and confusing you know. Thinking about it now... I've never actually stayed in a place for a very long time. Friends and everything just comes and goes you know. I do not try to contact any of my friends from China anymore and it's obvious that all of us moved on.

Thinking I'm turning this entry into a dedication post. Thank you for everyone who tried to host a leaving party for me but it's not necessary. I appreciate everything you guys did for me and I will always remember them but I hope I can just leave like the way I came, by that I mean silently. What's more it's not even a one hundred percent sure thing yet, it's still 50/50. I am planning to have a few last good byes to some very close friends, at the moment I have two people in mind and that's about it. I will return.

One last thing before I leave for today;

Labels: dedication, friends, school

Note to self: Must clean iTunes, delete all unwanted music videos. Need more space for Lovely Complex episodes. Must finish downloading them all before the exchange trip which is in four days.

So I guess the above note sums up what is happening with my life at the moment. Holidays have started and I can not feel a single worth celebrating atmosphere in the air. Maybe it's because I'm going to miss out my holiday because of the trip. I'm looking forward... maybe.

Life has been pretty crazy for the last two days. At the moment I'm in love with the best guy (not exactly) in the whole world, Otani and he is the person that makes me want to wake up each morning. I don't know what will happen to me if he disappears in my life.

I'm going to miss him so much when I go on the exchange trip. But that's OK because I've got photos of Otani already uploaded onto my iPod. I will look at them every night before I go to sleep. ^__^

Oh and also, congratulations to Anna and Edward! :)
I can not be more happy for you guys.

Listening:
Reading: Fortunes of Indigo Skye - Deb Caletti
Addicted: Otani (2009 Feb - March || 2009 October - forever bb)

Labels: dedication, friends, holidays

I have completed my technology assignment and that's one down so four more to go. This include my History, Science and English etc. Can I please tell you guys that this profile is best viewed on Firefox so if your considering downloading it and not sure, please do. Because the blog will look heaps better.

Tomorrow is Kristy's birthday so Happy Birthday (:
To Kristy: You've been the sweetest lass ever. Sharing all those secrets and memories with me, thank you so much. I know our first impression of each other was not the best but whatever, that was the past and we shall only worry about the present and future.

You've been such a good friend both online and offline. Although we may not be the best est friends in real life I know we are very good friends and that should never ever end. Through all those I-wanna-quit-Bebo times you are what made me stayed and those memories I will never forget.

I just want to let you know, you are that amazing. Ily Christie Ng.

Things has been pretty fast forwarded. Once again my days are now always starting by the sight of the freaky looking exactly the same brothers and acting very mature teens.

Today was ruined by Tiffany; the oh-I-do-not-care-about-anything girl. Shut your god damn mouth lady, you suck. Before you say anything like how much the Vietnamese Girl sucks and talking shit behind my back, lose some weight.

Reading: The Great Call From China - Cythnia Liu
Listening:
Addicted:

Labels: events, friends

It's my birthday today. Well what else can I say? Thank you so much for everything! It's been a great pleasure sharing the day.

The flowers, presents, new camera and most of all friendship. It means everything guys, honestly, thank you so much.

Thank you to those who contributed to the camera! I swear I'll pay you guys back in three years time when I get a part time job. :D

Unlike some people who won't even donate one or two dollars aka. Joan. No wait, I don't want to mention any names. And yeah, I'm 13 now.

I need a pair of DRE Headphones ):

Labels: events, friends

my photoshop edit - finally.

Listening: What I've Done - Linkin Park
Reading:
Addicted:

PS: the web cam pictures with dora will be uploaded shortly. I cbf now.

Labels: family, friends, obsessions

I will not care if you say my friends are fat, nerdy, Asian or ugly. They are my friends and I do not consider you anymore than a person who judges people by their appearance. I like them just the way they are and I do not think they should change for anyone especially for fitting in. (Not mentiong any names...)

Also, how many times do I have to say it? I am not your personal photoshop (or bebo) editor! You did not pay me for it, so I do not have to do it for you. Not like I'm actually worth paying for anyways. :$ You think you can treat me like a stranger in school then start a nice conversation with me on msn and then after a few seconds start asking me questions about bebo or photoshop will work? Well it's not working. This message is not only to the people who send messages about it recently but to everyone who had done it.

Internet is just a small part of my life. I will not care if you start hating me about it because I never liked you in the first place :D Yes, I will help my friends if they need help but not you. People who try and act nice when they need help.

Anyways, it's now 22:29pm (time at the top is wrong). Just finished my Technology assignment. It was fun actually but designing a uniform really isn't my kind of thing. I have decided to get my marks because thanks to Josephine today. She told me if I don't start getting my marks up I will be kicked out of Gifted and Talented class (fine with me...) and some other people like Joan will replace me (not find with me)! Don't get me wrong, Joan is alright but I don't like the idea of someone replacing me.

So I'm getting my marks up for myself and... for my parents (: Say I'm a nerd I couldn't care less. I feel more comfortable being one anyways. I suppose I should go and sleep now? Have to wake up at six tomorrow in the morning S: OH YEAH! MOVIES TOMORROW WITH DAD - HOPEFULLY. Yes! Yeah, I'm a family girl.

Oh and found out Evie (Evangeline) in my class is actually going to the China trip! ;o Yes! I won't be a loner! Yes! I'm not the only one in Year 7. Oh my god, I really have to go to sleep now. Tomorrow - assignment due, English test money due, China trip (and passport) information due, movies with dad and maybe movies with Kristy, Vanessa and Anna in the weekends? Aye, busy week. I like, I like (;

Listening: BoLoBoLoMi - Xie Na
Reading: Sundae Girl - Cathy Cassidy
Addicted: uh mm... school?

Labels: family, friends, obsessions, personal, random, real life, school

Turns out life isn't so boring after all. This awesome day is made up by:

• talking to Wendy and found out why Thuy hates me
• awesome science lesson thanks to Amelia and Jessica
• talking to Julien (and Vicky), 'cos they're cool ;)
• finished watching Benjamin Button
• watching Revolutionary Road later
• and lastly... it's Friday! Duh!

Although I recently got 'dumped' by someone (at least according to him. LOL, what a joke) I'm still happy because he's just a small part of my life and he's role is not even as important as the toilet. Oh and yer, it's the long weekend! :D

Thuy not only hates me but she is only jealous of me. Big surprise, not. According to Wendy it first started on the first day of high school when everyone was crowding around me for a reason I do not remember. Wendy was like "Oh look, that girl looks kind of popular." to Thuy and yeah you guessed it, she went mad and spilled shits about me when she didn't even know me personally then! She must take the whole 'popularity' thing very seriously.

A list of things Thuy has done because of me or to make me look stupid: 1) Wearing a headband and everyone said she was copying me so she took it off. Sucker. 2) Starts wearing a tie and wearing it in a way I usually do. Again, people ended up saying she copied me so she stopped doing the way I usually do it but still wearing a tie. 3) Having her hair done or in various weird hairstyles. 4) Starts wearing school pants. 5) Trying to act smart during Math class since everyone knows I suck at math :D &more, but I cbf to type it.

Finally got in contact with James! :D :D Thanks to Martin or else I would never know James actually done such a thing to the band ): All music school buddies meeting in the city this Sunday at the usual old place at 2:00. Everyone who still love/hate/wants to see James then come. All music school friends are welcome (:

A quick shout out to: Julien, Amelia, Jessica just because they are so damn awesome. LOL, had a very fun day today. PWNED Amelia at typing. Also, to any very close friends of mine who have my JW online blog entry password, you can now start logging onto it to view my locked entries since I have decided to start posting entries again. Yes, they are the old usual super damn secret entries of mine ;)

Thank you nekonette.net for hosting me :D I will try and be a good one this time.

Listening: Play My Music - Jonas Brothers (soundtrack)
Reading: Sovay - Celia Rees
Addicted: Mr. Tim Burton's movies!

Labels: friends, real life, school

I love soccer yet at the same time it always ruins my day. In primary I didn't like it because I really sucked at it, I wasn't the worst in the team but no one ever counts on me. Now that I'm actually good at it people hate me because of it. You can probably guess, I'm really confused at the moment.

Some people are probably angry about the fact I didn't stay off. Not even once well to be honest, I didn't want to go off... actually no, I do want to go off. But who is there to replace me? No one. Being a goal keeper is not fun, if the other team score a goal then your dead. You have a lot of pressure if your the goal keeper -hint hint: who's me-

When finally someone decided she wants to be the goal keeper instead. I was so thankful of that person... for two seconds because that person was Angela. Oh yes, I'm talking about Angela Si Yu Chen. For the people who don't know her then tough luck. For the people who do know her... yeah you know what I'm thinking right?

I'm going to go and do my Geography assignment and English homework now. -screams- Life is so hard. ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO: RUKI IS HOT. DONT ARGUE WITH IT! (:

Listening To: Cassis- GazettE
Reading: Fitterwig - Cullen
Addicted: ruki

Labels: friends, random, real life, school, sport

"If people are talking behind your back, that's wonderful. It means you don't have to listen to them. Think about what matters to you and why." Now a days if I find out someone has been saying things about me behind my back, I just think what's new? and move on. If there's one thing I learnt staying at an all girls high school, it would be stop taking everyone so seriously and most people's opinions don't really matter. You need to learn to be able to tell the difference between jealousy, hatred and someone who cares about you and tells you the truth.

Listening: Fox Rain - Lee Sun Hee

Reading:

Addicted:

Labels: friends, school

What a joke. Saying no one is perfect will not excuse you from any of the mistakes you've made. You think it is alright to turn to a friend when you're in trouble and once they need help you just walk off? I'm in no position to judge, since I do not know the whole story but I can't help but state my own point of view.

Things happen, it's life,we just have to accept it. Thing is you need to know better. Be grateful of the people that stayed by your side no matter what. Chances are if you betray them you won't get another re-run. Who are your true friends? Ask yourself. It's pretty obvious now.

Listening:
Reading:
Addicted:

Labels: friends

So recently I got told by others that my blog inspires them which makes me feel really shameful since I hardly ever update this place anymore (at least compared to before). Yes, I admit the fact that I am lazy and it makes up mostly for why I no longer bother to post new entries but the thing that worries the most is how people I know in real life are reading this. Not that I mind, but they're not just reading this, they're people that reads a few entries of mine and starts judging me as this 'person' and in most cases, they're completely wrong.

Labels: friends, personal

entry deleted.

Labels: friends, personal, real life

Last day for the 30 Letter Day Challenge! I have decided I will follow up with a 30 Letter K-Pop Day Challenge! Don't get me wrong... I listen to other music as well except K-Pop takes up majority of my iPod. I can't help the fact I like addictive music that doesn't make any sense (exception for some... there are songs out there in the K-Pop world that has some beautiful lyrics) over ones about partying, drugs and sex. Take Ke$ha for example, I love her and her music but when I found out this ten year old was listening to the song TiK ToK with lyrics like just show me where your dick's at... well... yeah. Sometimes I wish Ke$ha came out before Taylor Swift, she can sing way better (search for her pre-debut singing), her voice is amazing. Please stop using so much auto-tune, it may be your style but it's such a waste.

In case your wondering what the next thirty day challenge is like, here's the list of posts I will be hopefully complete within thirty days this time instead of three months (ninety days). Reminder to self this is a letter post challenge, not a simple sentence answer.

Labels: 30 Letter Challenge, friends, life, personal

Hyeong I love you! Thank you so much for Angelababy's photobook! It's amazing!! Thank you!

Labels: friends

For some reasons my internet decided to stop working. Maybe it doesn't like the idea of me hanging on Facebook when I'm trying to study. Thank you computer, you know me the best. So during the internet holiday I decided to check out my chat logs just because I wanted to see how much people has changed since primary. In return the result was surprising. First I looked at the chat log with my close friend from 2008 - 2010. We still talk to each other and all but not as much. When we first met we would talk to each other for like hours a day then slowly it went hours a week, hours a month to a few minutes a month. I thought this was happening because we went to different high school and how he's ready to leave me behind and start a new life with new friends. That's why he was slowly changing, he was acting so cold all the time. Like he was talking to me only because he felt sorry for me.

As usual I was wrong. According to record he always started the conversations and I would reply - just like that. This continued for a year. Then I had a new school, I was busy, angry, confused... everything I didn't like all came up to me at once. He would start the conversation like every other day, I would reply with a Hi and start chatting about how our day went, what happened or just a general conversation. Thing is I started shortening my replies... "LOL", "Ahh OK," or "That's nice..." was all I ever said in return. This surprised me greatly as I never noticed this pattern myself. Up until now I still have no idea what was happening to me and to be honest, I don't want to know, I don't want to figure it out. The truth is the unknown and the unknown is scary. This was on repeat according to the chat logs from mid 2009 to late early 2010. Finally he gave up. He stopped the conversations, I stopped the replies. The rest was history.

That got me thinking. I always thought the problem belonged to other people but really, was I the problem instead? Was I the one that was creating trouble and drama for others without even realising it myself when it was plain obvious to the outsiders. Up until now I have never admitted this but truth is I don't really know myself... it's kind of scary actually. Is this just me?

Listening: Lexy - GIRLS
Reading:
Addicted:

Labels: friends

Just to let you guys I am trying to update everyday but it's only thirteen more days (excluding weekends) and I'm off to Singapore followed by Japan and China. That's why I need to keep myself busy from packing and basically just organizing and cleaning my thoughts really. Some friendship breakage is appearing lately and I honestly don't have time for these type of things right now. Without knowing the whole story, my friends just accuse me of making up excuses for being too busy to maintain the friendship we used to have. It hurts to hear something like that from a friend especially when I know it's not true.

This whole planning-going-away-for-the-future thing is very private. I do not like spreading it out just so people will be nicer to me and feel sorry for me because of what ever reason there is that I just don't seem to get. Four years ago I did left China without saying anything except to my two best friends, Joanne and Joanna. It was just like another normal school day and after school I just left and never returned. I really don't see the point of making it all so sad and confusing you know. Thinking about it now... I've never actually stayed in a place for a very long time. Friends and everything just comes and goes you know. I do not try to contact any of my friends from China anymore and it's obvious that all of us moved on.

Thinking I'm turning this entry into a dedication post. Thank you for everyone who tried to host a leaving party for me but it's not necessary. I appreciate everything you guys did for me and I will always remember them but I hope I can just leave like the way I came, by that I mean silently. What's more it's not even a one hundred percent sure thing yet, it's still 50/50. I am planning to have a few last good byes to some very close friends, at the moment I have two people in mind and that's about it. I will return.

One last thing before I leave for today;

Labels: dedication, friends, school

Note to self: Must clean iTunes, delete all unwanted music videos. Need more space for Lovely Complex episodes. Must finish downloading them all before the exchange trip which is in four days.

So I guess the above note sums up what is happening with my life at the moment. Holidays have started and I can not feel a single worth celebrating atmosphere in the air. Maybe it's because I'm going to miss out my holiday because of the trip. I'm looking forward... maybe.

Life has been pretty crazy for the last two days. At the moment I'm in love with the best guy (not exactly) in the whole world, Otani and he is the person that makes me want to wake up each morning. I don't know what will happen to me if he disappears in my life.

I'm going to miss him so much when I go on the exchange trip. But that's OK because I've got photos of Otani already uploaded onto my iPod. I will look at them every night before I go to sleep. ^__^

Oh and also, congratulations to Anna and Edward! :)
I can not be more happy for you guys.

Listening:
Reading: Fortunes of Indigo Skye - Deb Caletti
Addicted: Otani (2009 Feb - March || 2009 October - forever bb)

Labels: dedication, friends, holidays

I have completed my technology assignment and that's one down so four more to go. This include my History, Science and English etc. Can I please tell you guys that this profile is best viewed on Firefox so if your considering downloading it and not sure, please do. Because the blog will look heaps better.

Tomorrow is Kristy's birthday so Happy Birthday (:
To Kristy: You've been the sweetest lass ever. Sharing all those secrets and memories with me, thank you so much. I know our first impression of each other was not the best but whatever, that was the past and we shall only worry about the present and future.

You've been such a good friend both online and offline. Although we may not be the best est friends in real life I know we are very good friends and that should never ever end. Through all those I-wanna-quit-Bebo times you are what made me stayed and those memories I will never forget.

I just want to let you know, you are that amazing. Ily Christie Ng.

Things has been pretty fast forwarded. Once again my days are now always starting by the sight of the freaky looking exactly the same brothers and acting very mature teens.

Today was ruined by Tiffany; the oh-I-do-not-care-about-anything girl. Shut your god damn mouth lady, you suck. Before you say anything like how much the Vietnamese Girl sucks and talking shit behind my back, lose some weight.

Reading: The Great Call From China - Cythnia Liu
Listening:
Addicted:

Labels: events, friends

It's my birthday today. Well what else can I say? Thank you so much for everything! It's been a great pleasure sharing the day.

The flowers, presents, new camera and most of all friendship. It means everything guys, honestly, thank you so much.

Thank you to those who contributed to the camera! I swear I'll pay you guys back in three years time when I get a part time job. :D

Unlike some people who won't even donate one or two dollars aka. Joan. No wait, I don't want to mention any names. And yeah, I'm 13 now.

I need a pair of DRE Headphones ):

Labels: events, friends

my photoshop edit - finally.

Listening: What I've Done - Linkin Park
Reading:
Addicted:

PS: the web cam pictures with dora will be uploaded shortly. I cbf now.

Labels: family, friends, obsessions

I will not care if you say my friends are fat, nerdy, Asian or ugly. They are my friends and I do not consider you anymore than a person who judges people by their appearance. I like them just the way they are and I do not think they should change for anyone especially for fitting in. (Not mentiong any names...)

Also, how many times do I have to say it? I am not your personal photoshop (or bebo) editor! You did not pay me for it, so I do not have to do it for you. Not like I'm actually worth paying for anyways. :$ You think you can treat me like a stranger in school then start a nice conversation with me on msn and then after a few seconds start asking me questions about bebo or photoshop will work? Well it's not working. This message is not only to the people who send messages about it recently but to everyone who had done it.

Internet is just a small part of my life. I will not care if you start hating me about it because I never liked you in the first place :D Yes, I will help my friends if they need help but not you. People who try and act nice when they need help.

Anyways, it's now 22:29pm (time at the top is wrong). Just finished my Technology assignment. It was fun actually but designing a uniform really isn't my kind of thing. I have decided to get my marks because thanks to Josephine today. She told me if I don't start getting my marks up I will be kicked out of Gifted and Talented class (fine with me...) and some other people like Joan will replace me (not find with me)! Don't get me wrong, Joan is alright but I don't like the idea of someone replacing me.

So I'm getting my marks up for myself and... for my parents (: Say I'm a nerd I couldn't care less. I feel more comfortable being one anyways. I suppose I should go and sleep now? Have to wake up at six tomorrow in the morning S: OH YEAH! MOVIES TOMORROW WITH DAD - HOPEFULLY. Yes! Yeah, I'm a family girl.

Oh and found out Evie (Evangeline) in my class is actually going to the China trip! ;o Yes! I won't be a loner! Yes! I'm not the only one in Year 7. Oh my god, I really have to go to sleep now. Tomorrow - assignment due, English test money due, China trip (and passport) information due, movies with dad and maybe movies with Kristy, Vanessa and Anna in the weekends? Aye, busy week. I like, I like (;

Listening: BoLoBoLoMi - Xie Na
Reading: Sundae Girl - Cathy Cassidy
Addicted: uh mm... school?

Labels: family, friends, obsessions, personal, random, real life, school

Turns out life isn't so boring after all. This awesome day is made up by:

• talking to Wendy and found out why Thuy hates me
• awesome science lesson thanks to Amelia and Jessica
• talking to Julien (and Vicky), 'cos they're cool ;)
• finished watching Benjamin Button
• watching Revolutionary Road later
• and lastly... it's Friday! Duh!

Although I recently got 'dumped' by someone (at least according to him. LOL, what a joke) I'm still happy because he's just a small part of my life and he's role is not even as important as the toilet. Oh and yer, it's the long weekend! :D

Thuy not only hates me but she is only jealous of me. Big surprise, not. According to Wendy it first started on the first day of high school when everyone was crowding around me for a reason I do not remember. Wendy was like "Oh look, that girl looks kind of popular." to Thuy and yeah you guessed it, she went mad and spilled shits about me when she didn't even know me personally then! She must take the whole 'popularity' thing very seriously.

A list of things Thuy has done because of me or to make me look stupid: 1) Wearing a headband and everyone said she was copying me so she took it off. Sucker. 2) Starts wearing a tie and wearing it in a way I usually do. Again, people ended up saying she copied me so she stopped doing the way I usually do it but still wearing a tie. 3) Having her hair done or in various weird hairstyles. 4) Starts wearing school pants. 5) Trying to act smart during Math class since everyone knows I suck at math :D &more, but I cbf to type it.

Finally got in contact with James! :D :D Thanks to Martin or else I would never know James actually done such a thing to the band ): All music school buddies meeting in the city this Sunday at the usual old place at 2:00. Everyone who still love/hate/wants to see James then come. All music school friends are welcome (:

A quick shout out to: Julien, Amelia, Jessica just because they are so damn awesome. LOL, had a very fun day today. PWNED Amelia at typing. Also, to any very close friends of mine who have my JW online blog entry password, you can now start logging onto it to view my locked entries since I have decided to start posting entries again. Yes, they are the old usual super damn secret entries of mine ;)

Thank you nekonette.net for hosting me :D I will try and be a good one this time.

Listening: Play My Music - Jonas Brothers (soundtrack)
Reading: Sovay - Celia Rees
Addicted: Mr. Tim Burton's movies!

Labels: friends, real life, school

I love soccer yet at the same time it always ruins my day. In primary I didn't like it because I really sucked at it, I wasn't the worst in the team but no one ever counts on me. Now that I'm actually good at it people hate me because of it. You can probably guess, I'm really confused at the moment.

Some people are probably angry about the fact I didn't stay off. Not even once well to be honest, I didn't want to go off... actually no, I do want to go off. But who is there to replace me? No one. Being a goal keeper is not fun, if the other team score a goal then your dead. You have a lot of pressure if your the goal keeper -hint hint: who's me-

When finally someone decided she wants to be the goal keeper instead. I was so thankful of that person... for two seconds because that person was Angela. Oh yes, I'm talking about Angela Si Yu Chen. For the people who don't know her then tough luck. For the people who do know her... yeah you know what I'm thinking right?

I'm going to go and do my Geography assignment and English homework now. -screams- Life is so hard. ONE MORE THING BEFORE I GO: RUKI IS HOT. DONT ARGUE WITH IT! (:

Listening To: Cassis- GazettE
Reading: Fitterwig - Cullen
Addicted: ruki

Labels: friends, random, real life, school, sport

My name is Joanne and I'm currently a nineteen year old business and law student studying in Sydney, Australia. I started this blog seven years ago and a lot has changed since then but some things will always remain the same - I still enjoy rainbow lollipops, playing Sims and L4D. Even today, you will continue to most likely to find me playing drums for my neighbours at night. There will always be something special about Takanori Matsumoto, through all the good and bad times, his voice is always the best thing to hear. Before you ask me something please check the F.A.Q. Master List.

걸스홀릭 Forever ~ < 3
Proud former AL Elite Admin


UPDATED (28/8/13):
+ These ■ happy family ■ happy brother