Silently, I Will Return;
Friday, 27 November 2009 // 9:19 pm

Just to let you guys I am trying to update everyday but it's only thirteen more days (excluding weekends) and I'm off to Singapore followed by Japan and China. That's why I need to keep myself busy from packing and basically just organizing and cleaning my thoughts really. Some friendship breakage is appearing lately and I honestly don't have time for these type of things right now. Without knowing the whole story, my friends just accuse me of making up excuses for being too busy to maintain the friendship we used to have. It hurts to hear something like that from a friend especially when I know it's not true.
This whole planning-going-away-for-the-future thing is very private. I do not like spreading it out just so people will be nicer to me and feel sorry for me because of what ever reason there is that I just don't seem to get. Four years ago I did left China without saying anything except to my two best friends, Joanne and Joanna. It was just like another normal school day and after school I just left and never returned. I really don't see the point of making it all so sad and confusing you know. Thinking about it now... I've never actually stayed in a place for a very long time. Friends and everything just comes and goes you know. I do not try to contact any of my friends from China anymore and it's obvious that all of us moved on.
Thinking I'm turning this entry into a dedication post. Thank you for everyone who tried to host a leaving party for me but it's not necessary. I appreciate everything you guys did for me and I will always remember them but I hope I can just leave like the way I came, by that I mean silently. What's more it's not even a one hundred percent sure thing yet, it's still 50/50. I am planning to have a few last good byes to some very close friends, at the moment I have two people in mind and that's about it. I will return.
One last thing before I leave for today;
Happy Birthday Addison.
P.S.: School is keeping me very busy with whole school presentations etc. Sorry.
Listening: When I Fall - After School
Reading: Mao's Last Dancer - Li Cun Xin
Addicted: sims expasion packs
P.S.: School is keeping me very busy with whole school presentations etc. Sorry.
Labels: dedication, friends, school


