Body Combat by Fifi Box
What is it about winter that makes me order chicken nuggets with my burger and up size to large fries? As the temperature drops, so does my willpower, and the only thing going up is those annoying numbers they insist on putting on scales. This year, I was determined to buck the trend go without the extra padding on my thighs - which I'd convinced by self was important in winter, in case I'm trapped by an avalanche and need to live off my body fat. Knowing the garbage disposal unit that doubles as my mouth has no chance of consuming less, the only resort for me was exercise. I may never qualify to be Jennifer Aniston's body double, but at least I'll be back on the couch, keeping my local video store in business. It's all part of my campaign to support small business. Don't question it, the important thing is I believe it.

The Wrong Good Bye means a lot of things and not good ones too. It's giving up, leaving, choosing not to accept and giving up hope, chances and your own self. Last night at vocal and dance training I got informed that I am not as good as I think I was. In fact, I'm a mess, cracking my voice, not enough emotions, not hitting high notes, wrong dance steps... the list goes on. My mum gave the most depressing comments, she doesn't want to support what I am doing in order to become later in life. I understand why, it's something that can not guarantee a balanced income for daily things, it's something that only lasts for a few years, it may seem really cool and something to be jealous of but even after years of hard practice it doesn't guarantee anything.

To give up now it seems to early. That's another reason to try harder right? Man, I feel so lost these days... I don't even know anymore. Maybe I have no life. Or maybe... just maybe I should be a bit more realistic and forget about all the things I have achieved until now and just give up. Damn that sounds really bad.

Some of us get the luck early. I will hunt mine down until it's beside me.

Listening: Let Me Hear Your Voice - Big Bang
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Body Combat by Fifi Box
What is it about winter that makes me order chicken nuggets with my burger and up size to large fries? As the temperature drops, so does my willpower, and the only thing going up is those annoying numbers they insist on putting on scales. This year, I was determined to buck the trend go without the extra padding on my thighs - which I'd convinced by self was important in winter, in case I'm trapped by an avalanche and need to live off my body fat. Knowing the garbage disposal unit that doubles as my mouth has no chance of consuming less, the only resort for me was exercise. I may never qualify to be Jennifer Aniston's body double, but at least I'll be back on the couch, keeping my local video store in business. It's all part of my campaign to support small business. Don't question it, the important thing is I believe it.

The Wrong Good Bye means a lot of things and not good ones too. It's giving up, leaving, choosing not to accept and giving up hope, chances and your own self. Last night at vocal and dance training I got informed that I am not as good as I think I was. In fact, I'm a mess, cracking my voice, not enough emotions, not hitting high notes, wrong dance steps... the list goes on. My mum gave the most depressing comments, she doesn't want to support what I am doing in order to become later in life. I understand why, it's something that can not guarantee a balanced income for daily things, it's something that only lasts for a few years, it may seem really cool and something to be jealous of but even after years of hard practice it doesn't guarantee anything.

To give up now it seems to early. That's another reason to try harder right? Man, I feel so lost these days... I don't even know anymore. Maybe I have no life. Or maybe... just maybe I should be a bit more realistic and forget about all the things I have achieved until now and just give up. Damn that sounds really bad.

Some of us get the luck early. I will hunt mine down until it's beside me.

Listening: Let Me Hear Your Voice - Big Bang
Reading:
Addicted:

Labels: personal

My name is Joanne and I'm currently a nineteen year old business and law student studying in Sydney, Australia. I started this blog seven years ago and a lot has changed since then but some things will always remain the same - I still enjoy rainbow lollipops, playing Sims and L4D. Even today, you will continue to most likely to find me playing drums for my neighbours at night. There will always be something special about Takanori Matsumoto, through all the good and bad times, his voice is always the best thing to hear. Before you ask me something please check the F.A.Q. Master List.

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